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To save another friendship in the same circle of friends, would you risk your own? hmmm....i did that, not knowing that its my friendship at stake...its intertwined, too sad to explain. Lets not be blinded by anything be it love or money...coz u shud know by the end of the day, there's only family and friends that will be your cushion. Even if you have to walk chin up with your nose hanging in the air, bear in your little heart bout people around you that matter the most, who had helped you when u fell splat on the ground! I can tolerate stupidity but being a smug...u'll have my full ignorance. The world doesn't revolves around you alone, do look down sometimes...

Nina, im proud of you,must know that what you did could help a friend.

I led my weekend till Monday.

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In chronological order how my weekend was...to sum it up, it was fun but tiring. Couldn't stretch my time to make time for a few other friends. Am disappointed!

Quick let it be 5.30, it feels like monday today! arghh...no wonder, Jo my chatterbox is on leave. Nina? She gets online so late one. Im getting so sleepy...i'll be under the table and dreaming.

I had a good laugh after reading the email bout em chinese condeming malays...haiya...all i wanna say...dear you the writer of that particular email... do look in the mirror. Bitching bout people is bad enough...but other races? heh...i grew up in Penang, went to school with majority being chinese, i can tell they are no better than what has been clearly numbered out in the mail. xiao!

Oh!oh! DD is staying over at the vet. He needs to be observed . Pity him, panic attack yesterday when he seem to be having problem doing his number one and two and wasn't being himself. And now i shall busy myself and look forward to 5.30 and wait up for a bunch of friends who are coming down from Penang

My 5 most favourite songs of all time

Sunshower - Chris Cornell
Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente
Black - Pearl Jam
I Miss You - Incubus
My friends - RHCP

Tell me yours if u want to!

I wish so hard a tooth fairy would come and pluck away my wisdom tooth. No i don't want any money under my pillow, just please take it away! It's hurting even more now that its gonna be remove surgically next month...lemme skip the pain and all the hassle of watching it done, please take it away in my sleep under MA not a GA. I wanna be sedated! Nina...do you think your daddy will give me any options? :D

I have the symptoms...it's breaking out! I need a remedy or a therapy...nah...just a hug will do.

Is the election fever over yet? Was my mom dissopointed that "lawyer by day...superhero by nite" Karpal Singh won the Bukit Gelugor parliamentary seat, my area in Penang. I promise to vote in the next election...no wait a minute, i promise to register for the next election then vote, yeah...that's more like it *grin*

Brandon Boyd caught in the act...

Potluck dinner tonite! I'll come with ice creams! geez i had too much to eat today! Oh...it has been canceled, they are coming for a swim instead.

Are we OK? and you'll say yes we are ok...
Are we good? and you'll answer yes we are good...
Go on? Move on? Run along?
Currently who is in the state of denial?
It's pieces of jigsaws that i've been trying to figure out...
Until i got cranky and shove it all off...
Then there you are picking it up after me...
Why?
So that i'll finish it up
Or just neatly pack it up and chuck it away?
Maybe i'll take your brain cut it up and translate it to English
Then maybe i have the answer

Suddenly it struck me that the path i'm taking now is either heading for a straight road with no stopping but in the end there's only a dead end sign or a road that has a turning...its either you take a left or a right. My choice to make...All i need is an altimatum. That is what i feel and also people that cares.

No matter how the conversation were done...online...face to face...on the phone...it will make one feel a lot better if the right thing were said at the right time. I had two conversations at the right time with the right saying. One thing is for sure...a one way communication will never work or make things better.

I saw them...It was incredible! Wish i could mumble some words to them but that was impossible! The nicest concert in the history of my life! All the sweating and the shoving just to get into the stadium...That doesn't matter at all when i saw Mike walking towards the stage with guitar in hand and a very big hair! When Brandon emerged i think all the other girls could've fainted... That put a smile on my face and my heart skip a beat and just hearing them gave me goosebumps! I know nina's cousin fainted even before Incubus started to play...hehe...They opened with Megalomaniac and ended with Are you in...in between they played some of the songs that were in my wish playlist...but was frustrated thou coz Stellar, Drive, Pardon Me and a few more other songs that i expect them to play weren't heard...

All in all...first i was having fun then i wasn't then after i was again, but anyways...It was an experience that i'll talk about for the next 10 years...I had great company, the view was baikkk punya!...and thanks to my fellow "photographer" friends for the nicest shots! See some pictures up tmrw!

Im quoting Brandon..."If someone wants a hug...give them a hug, if someone wants a kiss...give them a kiss!" *yeowww*

Meet Chuck...Chuck the mystic! See how excited i am...blogging at 8.59 am, never before! I've made my own wish playlist! hehe

- Summer Romance
- Megalomaniac
- Nice to know you
- Just a phase
- 11 am
- Drive
- Vitamin
- Make yourself
- Warning
- Blood on the ground
- Privilege
- STELLAR
- I miss you
- Pardon me
- Consequence
- Wish you were here
- A certain shade of green
- Azwethinkweiz
- Pistola
- Circles

Half day it is! So to all Incubus enthusiast and Brandon groupies enjoy Incubus tonite!

A baby only 45-day old fell asleep right on my lap and i spent the whole of yesterday surrounded by kids...their mothers did ask...so u tak teringin ke? muahahha...i laughed at their face and continue to rock the baby to sleep! When it comes to babies and cats...i can just sit by their side not doing anything and just watch!
It was the twins birthday party yesterday...they turned 5 already!What was hillarious was that Alia bought them both remote control cars...identical ok...with the same frequency and so imagine how hay wire these two boys got! Being so cheeky themselves, i just can't get enough of both...the first thing they'll ask me everytime i see them..."bawak camera tak?" and yesterday the camera was left at home, unchargeble *duh*
The weekend was good but it had to end in such a way that made me regret some of my blabbering...haha...i always do that tho...ehek!
I'm gonna see them! It's gonna be incredible! Them is Incubus...1 day to go!

Im too lazy to write in full paragraph...so its gonna be in a point form
Today...
- Wasted the whole morning...no electricity and they didn't wanna let us off!
- Had nothing to eat for lunch but i had jackfruit so now im all windy
- Think im avoiding a few people...bad of me! Ignorance is bliss!
- My IE is going bonker!
- Found a lifesaver!
- Wanna go to MATTA Fair!
Tommorow and the days to come...can something more exciting then what's above happen ah?

# blogged by stellar : Friday, March 12, 2004

You both had to be born right next day to each other kan! Wake up and visit me here! Wanna wish you Happy _ _ th Birthday...fill in the blanks on your own ok! Babe...thou you are veghy-veghy far away...u must know that we remember not vaguely but clearly that your age has leap to another number today! Have a blast celebration and we all love you to the bones! Here's what Nina and Jo said...

Happy birthday sweetie, hope having a fabulous bday. Hugs and kisses from Jo x0x

Thanks for the msg. Happy birthday to u too. Have a nice day. Miss u loads and lots of kisses- Nina

Oritey...no different kinda picture of you...coz Henry was bz...but i have your reflection!

This is from us! me n jo! Happily brought to you straight from KL and Melbourne! hahah...this is all we could offer for the mean time and promise you that something solid will come your way sometime soon...I'Allah. So girl...have a swell birthday...don't celebrate too much okay *hiccups*. Thanks for being a super friend and I'LL LOVE YOU long² time!

Here's wishes from Jo...copy paste directly from MSN to here...

Ninaaaaaaaa, HAPPY BDAY OLD LADY hehehe it's great to find you and nadia after so many years and very thankful i found u guys. Mcm kat skolah. So do have a good bday enjoy ur dinner and wishing u the best babe!!! xoxo jo

Last week alone...I've met 3 long lost friends! 2 by coincidence the other one was scheduled! To catch up after haven't seen each other's nose for years was very very nice. 2004 kicked off well coz I've been reconciled with people that has been my friend before and still is now.
Yesterday i had tea with Suhana...Stories bout good old time will always be the main subject of discussion and will leave me smiling. It has been proven that old friends...friends that you've known for years, friends that you went schooling with are the best people around. And tonite Nina is taking me underwater...Sort of heheh!

Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury... Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental... We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones... And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done. Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control...Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives...Tomorrow may never come; give and accept what you have today. "Men stumble over pebbles, never over mountains." - Emilie Cady
These was at the bottom of an email sent to me bout the story of a couple and the rib and the break-up and one of them died. Think you all have read bout it before. i feel that you must be grateful for what you have now eventhou it's never enough...things will get better, it's all up to us to decided upon it! Cheers! Enjoy the coming weekend!

I can't fly a chopper even by clicking the mouse. Now you all go flying
It's Friday! I'm cuckoo for Fridays...

I thought i left my knees somewhere...It was so hard trying to walk after BodyCombat yesterday...But it was so so fun! *haiyak*

Received Cat Whiskers newsletter...and i just wanna kill myself...All those pretty pretty stuff...wish i have money to burn! The disapoinment showed on my face, while walking to the admin office a lad commented..."you look so sad this morning" ergh! but then after, my boss told me some good news! appraisal is out and i did ok! and also i've been helping him doing his literature reviews and other documentations...so he should split his master degree with me after he graduates! hahah...NOT!

It's people like you, who makes people like me, like people like you!

To me...the sweetest people around my circle of tiny surrounding are definitely my parents! They are down and i pray that my dad's check up goes fine and he's in a tip top condition!I'Allah!