Tuesday, March 29, 2005
SuperManicWoman
Its been awhile eh? Muses were all a frustration. There were times i went thru eposides of funny² feelings. I shed bucket of tears out of a sudden, i know it scares you or mebbe even bore you but to me its purely therapeutic. The laughter i made will definitely come along with precautions...it might be jinxed, i might be in tears again tmrw. So i said, don't make me laugh so hard again...for mebbe im scared. Some of the lowest point in life, but im ok...and everything will turn out ok!
One is down, two more to settle, wish me luck, coz im in a battle. hey i ryhmed! hehe
Anyways...another quake that i miss last nite. I wasnt even asleep this time, was having a late dinner and i felt nothing. It has been predicted anyway...to correct the cracks that happened after the tsunami hit the other time. Hopefully its the last one till a 100 years to come!
Ok now, off to compose-attach-send...my daily routine till end of next month when i'll bid my goodbye!
One is down, two more to settle, wish me luck, coz im in a battle. hey i ryhmed! hehe
Anyways...another quake that i miss last nite. I wasnt even asleep this time, was having a late dinner and i felt nothing. It has been predicted anyway...to correct the cracks that happened after the tsunami hit the other time. Hopefully its the last one till a 100 years to come!
Ok now, off to compose-attach-send...my daily routine till end of next month when i'll bid my goodbye!
Monday, March 14, 2005
Time will only tell
A friend told me today that im making things hard on myself, partially he's right. I do worry, i do get very uncertain, often to fickled to make a decision as often as all these happen...i'll still be laughing, tho at times i do pretend.
All i want is for the phone to ring and my mails to be replied...nothing more, nothing else, nothing less! Its taking all my effort to be this worried and trying to get everything fix in time is making me *restless*
All i want is for the phone to ring and my mails to be replied...nothing more, nothing else, nothing less! Its taking all my effort to be this worried and trying to get everything fix in time is making me *restless*
Thursday, March 10, 2005
10&11
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Good move with high risk
Set my priorities.
Make the final decision.
Fill up the form.
Struggle for my future like crazy.
Eliminate extra burden.
Yes, not the best laid plans in the world but its sumthing that i need to do or else i'll still be stuck with what i have now and not be settled and complain and complain and realize how talk can be so cheap. Will take baby steps and hope to stay stronger just for a little while longer.
Make the final decision.
Fill up the form.
Struggle for my future like crazy.
Eliminate extra burden.
Yes, not the best laid plans in the world but its sumthing that i need to do or else i'll still be stuck with what i have now and not be settled and complain and complain and realize how talk can be so cheap. Will take baby steps and hope to stay stronger just for a little while longer.
