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And its finally friday. When was Hari Raya Qurban? Last February on the 1st to be exact. why am i writing bout it cos it has been THREE months since i was home...gosh...freaking long! I cant believe myself to be away that long...for some tiny winy reason, just had to. Anyways...its a break that i just need to have, about a week or so being home in Penang will just be awesome, with the food and all. But im gonna get my wisdom tooth extracted...damn! Need to settle sum stuff before i head home tmrw and i wish so so hard that my family will not torment me with the unwanted questions or else i'll get cranky big time! go figure what the questions are ;)

Walking down the aisle...eyeing left and right...lots of things catches our eyes...the things that we discuss...the things that we'll argue about...then i'll drift away and you'll search for me...sumtimes im too caught up wit sumthing or at times nothing, i tend to wander off but i do enjoy grocery shopping with you.

Last nite i smacked ur face when u were trying too hard to blow the bubblegum *pop* Our childhood shared the same bubblegum.

I had a choice and followed my heart. If i did the otherwise, tmrw will be year 6 of series that i don't see any high point. But i did what i thot was what i wanted...so this 28th will be a year since i made the decision and next 19th will be 3 months since the promise that i've made with Jo...i was reminded bout it today. I did some mental calculations and all the dates started to hop into my head. I know what i really want, hopefully i'll have a happy answer for Jo and myself...please let's not be rain on my parade.

ok no more eye squinting...thank you. i mailed them...and today the background is as white as ever. Hey, William Hung is as famous as ever without any professional training...hehe...guess what, there's a female version of him at my gym! kid you not...i'll try snapping her picture to show, one day.
Boss is back, gave everyone hershey's nuggets...how sweet!

Last weekend...

My blog decided to change skin by itself...to mustard colour. Not sure wat is wrong...the coding says it has a white background but no! its mustard today! i'll just let it be and see how it turns out tmrw.
Got wasted the whole morning, thanks to my boss who is currently in Singapore for a training and i shall enjoy doin work at my own pace till thursday.
Last nite was great...the buffet was splendid. I braved myself to swallow an oyster for the first time, it tasted ok actually! We took the sweetest time to eat and nina still could spare her time to arrange her food nicely on her plate and had it picture taken...haha...i'll post it soon...btw thanks for the treat girl!

A challenge is up, organized by Malaysian Medical Association (MMA)...10k if u don't smoke for a month, fast money there, but im sure there a catch to it somewhere. It can't be that easy rite? btw...KL blackout this morning?

I had a bad snake dream last nite...its been snakes for quite a nite lately...so i was telling nina n jo bout it and they came out with interpretations...some i think were funny...and guys, i dun have any fixation on anything ok *wink* and jo gave me this, the most valid interpretation...

To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

got to watch my back...

"tell me no lies, just hold me close"
im so fickle...at one point i wish one particular song to just fade away from my head...but then again i keep listening to it repeatedly.

"Girls are difficult to handle". A statement. Period. Here's what i meant when u don't look down while words were uttered. These came from a girl who treats people like a dog in a leash...owh how i wish i could slap your face left and right, u'd feel ur teeth drop! i've never slap anyone before...thou i've had the feeling of being slapped by my last boyfriend's friend...a super two faced bastard, who i still hold grudges till forever! yeah...yeah...i know...talk is cheap...i will always express my anger here...or else towards a few of you's out there...i just don't have the heart mebbe *softy* haha...no la, must know that what goes around, comes around. Shit like these happens to me once too many times...until i always i ask myself...why do i even bother to help people in the first place? Once bitten, twice shy la...u'll live and learn and grow up!

But mebbe one day, everything will be better. I'll start to write beautiful² words that only exist in my thoughts before i sleep. I'll void anger and frustrations from this place. What's with tomorrow...i may not know. Mebbe i'll start planning for tomorrow...hmmm...

A kancil bout 20 feet upfront was goin in a steady speed, but suddenly it swerved left, went on the grass, crashed into a lamp post...did a 360...i saw smashes then after awhile the lady driver got out in one piece and cud still walk *phew* she cud've taken me along wit her if i was tailing too near. The lamp post went flat for the ground...the impact was hard! takut! i will not drive with a ciggie in one hand while trying to change the radio station or rummaging my handbag to find my ringing handphone!

The weekend is up..i miss goin to the movies and munching popcorns...watever and watelse can i do?

Squeezing in to blog a little...i think im bloated...had too much to eat with and an ugly sight...waitresses at Mines Beach Resort...they wear their skirts with slits up to the butt ok and figures? not so nice la...anyway outta here...tata!

whoa...! im still here at the office! its precisely 7.27 pm. Last minute work do pay off, feels like final semester trying to complete the project management paper but now its something else all together. Actually sacrificed gym to stay bek..yeah gym is more important eh? haha!

This workshop thingy is really driving everyone mad...will be back on friday. Till then...cheerio!

You'll know a person better over drinks and conversation that seem to never stop. Anytime...a drink, a little smoke and a conversation, its therapeutic. On occasion, girl talk is nice...nina and ain, great company yesterday! But as usual there's always a little glitch that will spoil the fun a little...while happily laughing with them girls, my heart at times was some where else.

Anyways...what is happening to Uptown? another PS?

How shitty can it be...not out for lunch during friday prayers, thot of updating...downloading,all the ing's that i have in mind and *boom* there goes the network! Furious lah! Friday break here is extra long and i just don't like to drive around in search for food or watever here, so i rather stay in.

I mailed sumone just now...actually mailed my heart to the person! Get the bloody network up and running wanna check if there's a reply!

Now i shall copy all these and publish it when they let me do it! *duh*