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A wedding that touched my heart. Watching the pair smiling, gazing at each other and walking hand in hand...ahhh. Both are my closest friends, both are lucky and are well off being happy. So i visited Lenggong again last weekend, a small town with everything oh so cheap. A big bowl of ABC, big as in i could only finished half of it cost only a dollar. KL was hazy, there was foggy! It was shivering cold during the nites and when morning shower comes, mcm bercinta nak mandi! the water was iced cold! *shivers* I got excited being in a kampung la, driving with the window down just to feel the breeze but i had to spoil it all by smoking! *bummer*

I've been missed by my dad so i shall go home this w'end. Got to shop for a few stuff for my parents within these few days. A belated b'day gifts! Whilst im at it, craving for a watch, i've been watchless for so long till i've forgotten which hand i used to put it on! and some trinkets to go also...i will remind myself 24 times everyday that i will not practice impulse buying but only go for the necessities! *grins*

Did I startle u wit what I said? What you have to say is the main outline now but I guess words will remain implicit…
Down the whole morning, might as well cheer myself up by thinking bout the books that im picking up later today! *duh*

Man i was not a slob last weekend. It was a productive two days...errr...productive? ya la, eventho some activities involved shopping but i did shipshaped my room. While mopping the floor, the mop's stick broke on me and what choice do i have but to scrub the parquet like a cinderella.
Later a quick call to laiim, picked her up and off to OU we went. Naf Naf was on sale so i bought a pants and also finally the ever wanted bean bag that i've been wanting for the past few months. Had a drink after and i just had to go home and fill the beans and sleep coz we walked too much our legs were aching, we laughed to much our eyes were teary. But that amoi was still able to go clubbing till 6 am the next day! xioa!
Sunday morning i was up early and i watched cartoons while eating b/fast, being a bean bag potato the whole morning!
I was contemplating whether to go watch that movie pontianak but i remembered how i sat in awe last friday nite listening to the guys telling their ghostly experience so i decided not to and headed to ikea to get liza's wedding gift. Met laiim again for a drink and we call it a nite after too many sticks has been lighted.
Its monday today...manic monday! i cant seem to finish this user manual thingy which is suppose to be due this evening...i'll figure out sumthing before the day ends.

God is good...God is great. feels like a big rock has been lifted off my shoulder. am so grateful!

HAHAH! found the culprit behind this mustardy b/ground color! kept blaming it on blogger all these while! funny it was sumthing else. and funny how i kept hitting the button to see if u bothered to mail me...heh. another 'you' that im refering to...not the lyrics and poems sender 'you'. btw there was another lyrics sent last friday, guess my theory is wrong!

My handphone is not wit me...again feeling so hopeless! hopelessly hopeless! i hate that feeling till sumtimes it bring tears to my eyes!

It was like jejak kasih last friday minus the whole TV crew la, after 10 years or so i've finally found my long lost friend! the feeling was just too wonderful for words to mention! Me and Laiim were good frens and one of my kutip sampah gang during the heydays of our schooling years, until one day she was pulled out from school by her aunty, she was her guardian at that time. Reason being, she was turning too malay and CGL is too far from the house. just a lame excuse, for godsake she has a driver that drives her to skool everyday! Laiim she wears baju kurung to skool, speak malay better than i do sumtimes, the aunty was just being paranoid with all the influence mebbe. so she came one day with her fancy car and just took her away to MGS (methodist). That was the last time i saw and heard from her coz ties were cut between us till we can't even call her at home *sucker* i tried to get hold of her, but tu no avail la!

Frenster brought us bek together, so i met her...she's as bubbly as ever. we were having conversation in flash back, she told me bout her grueling 2 years at MGS and how eveyone there doesn't eat during recess but they just snog under the tree and such (hint:lesbian) and i thot convent was bad! the nite ended with only a portion of stories were told...there's more to come!

And the next day i went to see Shrek...i heard somewhere that, u'll loose like 50 calories if u laugh so hard for 5 minutes, i guess watching shrek was equivalent to a session of workout at the gym. i was laughing the loudest kot...heheh..are we there yetttt? are we there yetttt? *plop*

in my mind currently...i am capable of anything or everything, but its the companionship that i seek. when something like that were used against me, u fractured my heart in a way!

Five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less

this easy kan...do try! and im gonna let this saying haunt anywho of you..."When you do something wrong and try to cover your ass,it always comes back to bite you" hur hur hur

Lost this char bor bout 10 years bek. and today i was talking to her on the phone! one thing's for sure...friendster is a godsent! why i favour frenster over myspace. msgs that i recieve thru myspace..."how u like my butt cheek?"..."show me ur boobs" and the list goes on!
will blog bout her after we meet over coffee tmrw! *clap hands*

my b/g is white again!! let see how long it'll stay this white yeah...it has magical power to change its color to mustard.

It was lyrics last wednesday and then poem today. I'll just wait and see what it'll be next wednesday. If my theory's right about it being always on wednesdays, i'll just humor myself! what else to be done! Back to the poem, which what i think it was, cudn't be lyrics again coz sum lines mentioned the past happenings in my life. *ouch* all the effort to write me up a sumthing was sweet but it doesnt matter to me anymore! u mentioned sum little² happenings...what about the major ones? im talking major as in HUGE. NO! u werent there! where were you? move on...

Peekaboo at last week's

And they decided to tie the knot...2 weddings and 1 akad last weekend! Road trip to Batu Pahat for ain and mui's reception on saturday. One whole grand affair! it was lovely. The food was sumptous that made me regret not having a second helping *bummer*

Then a classmate bek from PPP ended his bachelor life yesterday. He was least likely to be first few in lines,but to everyone's surprise, he did. A bunch of us attended...less huha huha compared to last time if we were to lepak and waste our time over teh tarik and the jukebox in imthiyaz. Overtime people change or mebbe its just me? lets just move on!

Liza and Chubby also had their akad on saturday. Wasnt there to see but will attend the wedding reception later this month.

My weekend ended over coffee with a very old fren! last i saw him was donkey years ago! we went to MCC together. so last nite took the effort to catch up and it was nice. we end up talking bout? The blissful one year we spent in MCC, wat else! The experience in MCC was precious...people wud say what??? yeah but it was...even i was brawling wit tears during the first few days there, after that was nothing but fun! I havent found a single soul that will say their life in MCC was nothing but a bore! Thou the location of the college has nothing much to offer for any big big happenings to take place (hint: its in kuantan) but the college speaks for itself. we'll never get tired talking bout MCC! so i meet this old fren of mine...and he works at Kino, so books at a cheaper price! *yay*

have u ever thot that sum day u might hate a person that u once heart? a stranger u once knew. sumthing so ironic could happen...paradox! might end up liking sumthing so badly or hating it too much...either way it might happen.

anyways, a mail flew in today from sumone i used to know...y la sending me lyrics all? i will not try to digest the hidden meaning coz i simply doesnt want to...makes life easier. you are many years too late thou.

will take off early from work. and yes! ain and mui! congratulations! the DAY has come and i'll see you all pretty and everything on saturday. happy for you guys. hope i can find my way round batu pahat and not be late for ur occasion :)

My boss asked me to fetch the new intern from the admin office earlier today, so i went...there was a few of them sitting at the lounge area. For a known fact, i dun find time to linger around anywhere else here in this company except for my 5 by 6 cubicle. ok ok...while skimming thru today's paper coz i was told to wait...came this lady, and she said "awak dr university mana?" i gave her the look...mind me, i dun know her too. haha...i corrected her and brought back my delivery to my boss. Along the way i was thinking, pity this girl...8 months of boredom. Still remembering my first day as an intern, nicer working environment, skirts are applicable and people with tolerable mentality comparing to now...lets not waste my time!

Amaze that i can still patiently come to work everyday but the frequent MC's? almost two freakin long years! yeah i do admit that im not bothered bout people here. Wavelenght out of tune a bit. Doesnt alligned to mine.

Here's facts of my life

- walk too fast then get lost in crowds
- kenot stomach taugeh! will patiently pick em out before eating
- kenot stomach ikan keli also! will make people throw away the head first then u can eat ur lunch.
- can't summersault to save my life...since small
- tend to speed then hit on the brakes at the very last minute
- like to fumble the remote control then having a hard time finding it
- sleeps with 4 pillows, the more the merrier!

and u think u know me? do u?